This is an entry I never thought I would write. I am thinking of killing myself. I have the plan, the means, and the place. I have the person who will find me ready. I just wonder if I have to courage. What scares me is the fact that I am no my pills and I know I am not depressed. I just want to die. It is the most coherient choice I have ever made. I just had a thought: what if I take him with me? I could just wait until he falls esleep and cut his throat.
I have the way I want to go. 51 little blue sleeping pills, with 1/2 bottle of prozac and maybe some benadryl for good measure. You dont want allergies in the afterlife.
Me
Random 2285. I'm an aquarian in every sense of the word. I'm 21. I like pina coladas and getting caught in the rain. No, not really, about the pina colada part at least. I'm a straight up vodka girl.
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